This garden reminds me of..

Why these cupcakes is so special to me..

I baked this cake when I was staying in Sg Besi.. the place that change the whole me.. this cupcakes happened around the time when my precious gem was diagnosed with something serious.. maybe life threatening if not treated early... everytime I have a look at these cuppies.. the memories strikes me.. and how thankful I am today.. that that precious gem is a small grown up now.. Thanks Ya Rabb..

Positive.. is what missing?

Lately.. I was frequently being advised to be positive.. Till to one point that I feel that an advice asking you to be positive is an advice from someone who doesnt understand your/the issue or.. someone who just want to wash their hands from dealing with the issue....

For example, if you see someone (appearing like a muslim) eating in the month of ramadhan, you will tell yourself.. cmon.. be positive.. maybe he is not a muslim.. so.. you just walk away.. for me.. that is another way of escaping from your duty as a muslim to stop munkar in front of you...

so... how to be positive?... tell me.. tell me..

These babies are Lapis Marie Cheese..

 .. maybe these babies can teach me how to be positive.. I had been baking since 2002.. I baked all sorts of cakes... name it.. (wah wahh).. moist choc.. carrot walnut.. banana walnut.. marble cake.. fruit cake.. cheese cake.. chocolate indulgence.. blueberry cake.. but I don't know how to sell.. I take good pictures... I am a perfectionist when it comes to taste and appearance (of food I mean).. so.. what went wrong here baby...

because I am not positive.. I always feel like the talent I got is nothing compared to those out there..

So... goodbye negative.. HALLO positive!!

move on... move on... here comes momma..